Friday, January 22, 2010

My life

In the world is that some one like me? what is life? In my life from i was born until now i don have freedom. Everything I live under my parent control.. Y i can't do the thing that i want? Even making friend, clothing, people that i love also can't stay with..
I see everyone they happy with there life, why i can't? i just want to live with people that i love. and other i can't accept.. can't i? all parent do you know what's yr kids want? i hate my self, some time i want to die too. I always stay alone No friend, all my best friend they go away from me one by one..


Now i going to lost my gf too.. my parent don like my gf, they never see the good thing of her.. just don want me stay with her. give me study overseas.. Is that my fail i don listen to my parent? If i still contact with her? This is my life but it same like not my life.. it like a pet. they as to left i go left, right i go right..
I don know what to say any more..
if some one know what i can do u can add me eangtomato@yahoo.com this is my yahoo IM
I like to make friends, but i don know u want to make friend with me or not...
anyway thx for read my blog
(don tell anyone if u know me just reply by mail or this blog) thx!

2 comments:

  1. u r nt d only one who is having dis kind of life... i got no freedom too... i never get to do anythg i like.. i cnt even reli go out w/ my frens. now that i have a bf, it's reli hard for me. my bf studies abroad, so we dun get to meet much. i get to talk to him online everyday ( this part is better than u), bt still my parents take away d connection every nite at 10 PM. my parents dun let me have a bf. they dun let me go out. they let me study sth i dun want to study. they used to tell me when m 18 i cn choose by myself n i'd b free. bt now m almost 20 alr. i dun see any of those. m still stuck home... i want to meet my bf so much.. he'll b going back to his studies very soon.. my bf is so lucky. he got very understanding parents. he told them abt me n they have no objections. i wish i could tell my parents too. too bad i cnt. my bf is always by my side n usually very understanding.. bt there r times too that he gets upset abt all this like when i have to cancel our plan, when i cnt go to meet him on time (like 1.30 hour late)... a guy or a gal, i thk we should b more free to make our own decisions. n LOVE is nt wrong.. i wish my parents could understand too... sighs..

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  2. Sorry for very late.. i don't know u was comment on my blog.. Yes your life very similar to me.. just u'r a girl and i'm a boy.. my gf parent also like your bf parent. Buy my parent is very hard..

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